Gloomy Friday

I've been coping like shit with school and studies lately. Nevertheless, I will never ever abandon my dramas, tehee. :D 

Just finished watching Secret Garden lately, it was damn nice omg. Hyun Bin is damn handsome and childish inside LOL but he's damn cuteyyy! Okay, my disease is here again whenever I talk about K-actors hahaha.

Btw, just a month ago, I've also finished watching King 2 Hearts and RE-watch Rooftop Prince. Lee Seung Gi is another one! Gahhhhhhhhh. Guess what?! He's coming to Singapore this month!!!!! But why the price so exxxxx like $160+ ?? and when I'm broke somemore.

This month is a though one. NP just sent me a mail one week ago stating that the school will deduct school fee amounted to $937.00 from my GIRO account on 20 sth of this month. I was desperate looking for money. I've only got $300 left in sis' account, auntie couldn't lend me much, at most $200-$300.

Okay, you should be wondering what's going on with my family there, why I've never mentioned about asking for money from them. My mom has given me all her personal savings for me to survive until today. So, I'm not going to add another burden to her anymore as she couldn't do much. On top of that, when I told her about this, she told me that they just signed for another bank loan. The previous bank loan has taken my family 3 tough years to pay back. Not again? Dad needs to find money to pay for the rental there. I know that he's damn stressed, that's why I never call him and told him about this school fee thingy. He cannot even pass me $300 that he suggested to borrow from Crystal, what to do? I settled myself bit by bit. 

Thought that I'll be anticipating this month's pay, after calculation, I've got to pay this and that and I'm left with nothing again. Omg so broke!!! :((((((

If he got money, he'll surely call me and try to pass me the money. Since that there's no news from him, I could confidently conclude that I shouldn't hope much from him. So like my mom and my aunt have suggested, I went to make a call to Linda and asked if I could get my pay in advance yesterday. She told me that she'll help me ask Mr. Liu. Till now, she hasn't called me back yet. Still waiting. This process took soooo long. 

Tonight I'll reach home quite late. It's Friday, Come on! My lesson ends at 1pm but I need to work 1 hour @SSC (supposedly to be 4 hours, but I've covered so many people's shift for the past few days, hence deducted). Then I still need to stay until 6pm for INFA test till 7pm. Continued by Rotaract Club what "Installation and Induction Ceremony". Till now, I still don't have a clear idea of what's that ceremony about. They said it's something like you need to say the pledge thingy? Okay can? That ceremony will last for 2 hours starting from 7pm which means that I could reach NP bustop only around 9.30pm? Then I'll reach home at around 10+. Then I shall continue watching the Secret Garden on Ch.U! Hahaha. They translated the "Kim, Su an.... blah x3" chant until damn nice LOL. Must watch! 

Alright, forgot to mention. Actually, I'm in the midst of INFA lecture @LT45 right now! Hahahaha. Alright, bye guys, keep you updated! Have a nice day ! :)

Disappointed

Guess what. I'm having my MIEC lecture @LT24 right now but obviously I'm not paying attention. I just can be bothered with what's going on around me right now. I'm so tired.

Yeah. That's lie.
By the way, today I'm just in good mood, dressing myself up differently from usual, wearing knee-length skirt with thin clothes. I think I look so 素女 today hahaha. Yeah, my friends asked me "Omg are you meeting up your EC today?" LOL no, I also hope that it is a yes.

Kay, so the reason why I wanted to post sth while in the middle of lecture is because I really cannot concentrate. I looked at 979, not a single guilty face and the person who said sorry to me is the one who had not done anything wrong or did the least wrong to me.

Tell you what. On Monday, Abby mentioned about watching Amazing Spiderman on Friday. I was so excited the moment I heard "Amazing Spiderman". So, she asked me if I wanna join them on Friday. But I got work till 6pm, so I told her that I couldn't make it unless they want to watch at night.
Friday morning, they mentioned about it again in the class. This time, I approached Abby and asked her what time they are going to watch. If they watch after 6pm, I can join. So, she discussed and Karin checked for the timing. But as usual, no conclusion made. So I asked her again is it still on? If it's only because of me, then it's fine, I'm not going (cause I really don't want to be a problem to anyone, that's my nature). So, she told me "不懂，看他们". So I waited lohh. I wait and wait and wait. From the moment we finished our last lesson, till I was working at SSC even until I finished my work, I was still waiting for someone to notify me. By then, it was 6pm+ already. I got a feeling that I've been forgotten.

But I still texted Abby in case they are so nice and really waited for me : "you guys got wait for me? if not, I went home ahh". She didn't reply. So, I decided to forward it to Karin because I know among them, only Karin will reply my message on time. Before Karin replied me, I was getting impatient and decided to call Abby, she never picked up. Then, Karin's reply went in : "huh? I thought you not coming with us?" Obvious enough, I think they went to watch or maybe even finished watching already and lepaking somewhere else. So, I was like making it sound like I don't care that much cause I'm in the process of forgetting about them anyway : "I asked Abby about your final decision then she say see yall, but never tell me. Means nv wait right? Then nvm I go home first :)". Can you imagine I actually put a smiley face at the back? So pathetic and stupid right. Then she replied "lol Sorry". I just say nvm lah. If not, what could I say? : "no. yall are not forgiven." Yeah right, how I wish. hahahahha
Because I'm not that person, so nvm. Until today, 3 days already, Abby did not say sorry to me though we saw each other just now. I don't really blame the rest cause they didn't know that I wanted to go except for Abby, Karin and Poh Leng when we talked about it in the class Friday morning. But yeah, what to do?

Feel so much better after pouring out my words here. Pheeeewwwwwwwwwww.
Lecture ends le! Lunch and proceed to BLaw tutorial then considered end of the day. Bye~